Life Is But A Dream

hates_to_smile @ 2005-04-20T13:25:00

2005-04-20T17:19:33Z

HAPPY MOTHER FUCKIN' 4:20 EVERYONE!!!!

hates_to_smile @ 2005-03-14T19:27:00

2005-03-15T00:29:20Z

well.

shut up.

im working at bob evans...hooray!!! not.

just. go. away.

rollerskate dear?

2005-02-10T05:46:26Z

i love the way my cat pisses on everything...runs away...and comes back to me and sleeps on my head. its just...wonderful.

i havent updated in a really long time. i have had strep throat twice now in the last month. i have lost....well...a lot of weight..but still look the same. i miss school's routineness and security. i hate the people still for the most part.

quit my job at chick-fil-a

fuck the chickens...i havent seen them...(saraa)

well i dont exactly know what to say to the rest of the world. um im alive and still looking for a job and waiting for school to start.

so...untill next time

FUCK A BUNCH OF YOU!!

tato chips

2005-01-23T03:26:18Z

FaeryToTheWorld [10:18 PM]: 1 tato chip
FaeryToTheWorld [10:18 PM]: 2 tato chips
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:18 PM]: haha.
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:18 PM]: 3 tato chip.
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:18 PM]: 4..
FaeryToTheWorld [10:18 PM]: no
FaeryToTheWorld [10:18 PM]: still working on 2

IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:20 PM]: And I ...dun dun dun dun na nan an a
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:20 PM]: will always love you
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:20 PM]: oooo0o0o0o0o
FaeryToTheWorld [10:20 PM]: sing it whitney
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:20 PM]: haha
FaeryToTheWorld [10:20 PM]: 16 tato chips
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:20 PM]: goodbye dear...parting with thy is such sweet sorrow.
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI [10:20 PM]: oh my.
FaeryToTheWorld [10:20 PM]: tata
IxIGiveUnToMeIxI is away at 10:22 PM

whitney huston...and tato chips
such a lovely thing

hates_to_smile @ 2005-01-17T20:42:00

2005-01-18T01:46:47Z

i aint fucked up...i aint fucked up...i was on my way to get fucked up but you fucked that up. congradulations.

oh my.

i work at chick-fil-a....how fucking lame.

its such a pain in the ass.

hope school is happy and shit for all of you lovely school-goers.

going to die now

hates_to_smile @ 2005-01-10T22:32:00

2005-01-11T03:39:07Z

im dead.

oh yes...sooooo totally dead.

in the best way possible of course.

and dave...is mucho attrctivo

ooooh le sigh

tired as hell even though i just woke up an hour ago.

going to the mall tomorrow...i live there now you know.

hates_to_smile @ 2005-01-06T23:51:00

2005-01-07T04:53:44Z

me and matt have...parted. :( upsetting i know.

came to school today guys...you missed me if i didnt say hi to you. HI TO YOU!!!

im done now.

hates_to_smile @ 2005-01-03T20:25:00

2005-01-04T01:29:11Z

hmmm so yea. its a new year. im not in school and you all are. i said i would post soooo i am. HELLO MY JOURNALISM KIN!!!!

im going to try to come visit after school at least once every other week...it will be almost the same as me being in school....basically the same attendance rate. teeheehee

lots of drama.
have a boyfriend....ariel likes him more than i do i think...weird but cool i guess.

um...got a cell phone hooray for me...464-7239. ELISE CALL ME.

and thats about it.

ttfn

i ♥ nick

hates_to_smile @ 2004-12-25T21:20:00

2004-12-26T02:23:36Z

happy fucking christmas you fucking retarded christian assholes

i fucking HATE christmas

HEY GOOD JOB

2004-12-23T06:08:52Z

HIPPO BIRDIES TO MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

but im already pissed off

hey girly...nice job fucking cosmo. and thanks for lying about it. yea...GREAT JOB THERE BUDDY PAL

flogging logging log flogs

2004-12-13T05:29:21Z

i bought a rat and named it the following

SAKAJAWEA PSYLLOCYBIN ARMAGEDDON LOG

i call it Log.

she is soooooo cool. but she shits all over. and eats pie...and freaks my dad out...and my cat.

anyway. firday is my last day. ive been thinking how much im going to miss a few things. ill miss JOURNALISM fer sure!! i will also probably miss Chemistry and World History. i dunno. im not even going to name any people because then if i forget someone they will hate me. so i will miss certain people.

my favorite thing about school...Mr.Reynolds' class with erika, anthony, adriana, and becca...oh and mr reynolds of course...and square boy despite my hatred for him.

Log is in my hair...a true rats nest.

::sighs:: too emo for my own good.

good night

hates_to_smile @ 2004-12-08T19:21:00

2004-12-09T00:23:05Z

my hand is broken.

so is the wall.

have i mentioned today how much i hate you?

hates_to_smile @ 2004-11-30T22:21:00

2004-12-01T03:34:09Z

ok...a gallon and a half of tea...in the last 24 hours...and hardly any food. pee? no...emptying buckets from my bladder? closer but not so close...the entire pacific ocean draining into the great porcelain bowl? BINGO

I LOVE YOU CUBAN BOY!!!

ahem i thought i should mention that...for the general public.

and then ther was Dave...but...anyway.

FUCK SCHOOL BYE BYE

dream on, dream until your dreams come TRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUE

god i love that song.

keep on eating little girls

baba black sheep henny penny wools

person of intrest

2004-11-30T03:45:35Z

um so yea.

i spent the night at Dave's last night.

and this morning at 5:30 when he drove me home...i saw something dead smeared all over the road.

like...a person.

and i cant tell my dad because then he will know was gone.

and no one else saw it or heard anything about it.

Dave saw part of it but didnt see what makes me think it was human.

really freaky.

didnt go to school...

and i am officially leaving Ft. Myers High as of December 17th.

bye guys im done.

what the fuck am i?

2004-11-22T04:26:55Z

You are 53% Capricorn

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 67% Scorpio

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 40% Libra

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 47% Sagittarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 73% Aquarius

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 60% Pisces

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 40% Virgo

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 60% Leo

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 60% Cancer

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 60% Gemini

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 53% Taurus

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 80% Aries

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

so for the rest of my life...im gonna search for someone just like you.

hates_to_smile @ 2004-11-17T21:17:00

2004-11-18T02:18:04Z

i have a sheep. and its my favorite.

its like..."meeehh"

how cool is that?

hates_to_smile @ 2004-11-16T23:18:00

2004-11-17T04:25:11Z

O MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA CANCEL THE LAST ENTRY! THE GUY THAT I LIKE IS SOOOOO COMING HERE TO VISIT ME!!!!!!!!! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!! HE LIVES NEAR CHICAGO AND HES COMING HERE OVER X-MAS BREAK. ^_^ IM SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!

hates_to_smile @ 2004-11-16T20:48:00

2004-11-17T01:55:05Z

watch my eyes as they dialate.fall into the pits. sink in with me. isnt everything lovely now?

um yea.im failing. im getting fat. and im lonely.

i havent seen amanda since she stole my shoes. which was...a long time ago. its irritating.

i think i pissed detscher off.

i want drugs.

and i want to quit my life. its a really hard game and my save option has definitely been turned off.

fuck off.

hates_to_smile @ 2004-11-08T20:07:00

2004-11-09T01:09:58Z

so we sleep (8:03:38 PM): hey alecia
ThisImperfectCry (8:03:44 PM): or
ThisImperfectCry (8:03:45 PM): not
so we sleep (8:03:53 PM): oh
ThisImperfectCry (8:03:56 PM): how about....adrienne
so we sleep (8:04:02 PM): wow
ThisImperfectCry (8:04:05 PM): hahahaha
so we sleep (8:04:09 PM): i clicked the wrong name
so we sleep (8:04:12 PM): well
so we sleep (8:04:13 PM): ...
so we sleep (8:04:17 PM): i love you too
ThisImperfectCry (8:04:21 PM): hahaha thanks
ThisImperfectCry (8:04:26 PM): that was grand
so we sleep (8:04:29 PM): wow i am a nerd
ThisImperfectCry (8:04:32 PM): its ok
ThisImperfectCry (8:04:39 PM): were all nerds

i love it

sickness blows a big one

2004-11-08T04:36:02Z

can somebody please bring me a box of tissues...please??

thats all i want is a box of tissues.

moop 0_0

nooooooo!!

2004-11-03T00:50:32Z

SHROOM IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY TURTLE IS DEAD!! SFIBHVGIUWBG.
THE DAMN THING!! I FED IT HOT DOGS AND AND AND BUG LARVAE AND I SCRUBBED IT AND I GAVE IT SUN AND IT DDDIIIEEEDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!

im holding a memorial service for it in approximately 5 minutes. fucker...it wasnt supposed to die.

(five minutes later)

rest in peace my friend.

hates_to_smile @ 2004-10-31T19:50:00

2004-11-01T00:55:55Z

im grounded on my favorite holiday. the only holiday that dosent have some religious background and wasnt created by the greeting card companies.

fuckers.

my newer journal is the shit. i edited it and its fuckin pimp. i made the background and it pretty damn cool.

ive decided to abandon most of my ft myers friends. sorry guys.

not all of them

but the majority. the ones who make stupid useless to life choices.

uhhhh got in a huge ordeal with my mom but those of you who i want to know already have my other journal name and are ale to read what i had to say about it.

im dropping out in december if im not expelled before then for skipping...which i got caught doing on friday. that sucked.

♥ I LOVE NICK ♥

the end

hates_to_smile @ 2004-10-26T22:00:00

2004-10-27T02:02:02Z

in reguards to a nasty comment i got about my previous entry, would the message leaving fiend please take a look at the recent modifications to said entry. that is all

i heart stupid boy....but you all knew that

upsetting this is

2004-10-25T00:50:26Z

RANDOM BOY PERSON [8:42 PM]: and i just proclaimed my undying love for you

god dammit..another one. ::sighs:: get over it boys. i dont date guys anymore. i am not interested.

i smell like the beach..yuck

hes said goodbye too many times before

2004-10-24T01:47:32Z

and im falling. havent spoken to nick but im falling faster and farther and i think come tomorrow im gonna hit the fucking bottom.
.this hurts.